My name is Fabian Kis-Juhasz. I was born and raised in the beautiful city of Budapest (Hungary). I came to London straight after finishing high school to study fashion and went from doing a BA at the London College of Fashion to an MA at the Royal College of Art. Right now my hands are busy writing emails, sketching ideas and making new pieces to further develop the products and techniques I created for my MA collection. My mind is overwhelmed with ideas and expectations of what the coming year will look like and how I can keep on doing what I love doing while earning enough money to sustain myself.

I like movies, I like escapism and the process of creation. I like things that are fictional but somehow rooted in reality. I like cultural commentary and self-expression. I do fashion because it encompasses all of these things. In the last two years I was preoccupied with the political aspects of my work and how could I convey a message in a garment or make a powerful statement, but recently I rediscovered my love for creating things and perfecting them. I miss taking my time to contemplate over the placement of a cut for days and then move it by a millimetre.

It is beautiful but grotesque; it feels like familiar articles of clothing but stretched over protruding monstrous bodies. Sometimes it feels soft and seamless like satin and sometimes it feels rough and scaled like old paint on a wall. It has layers of soft tulle with delicate embroideries in the shapes of little hearts, ribbons and bugs adorning the edges, and huge moulded elements made of hand-painted leather and aged cotton.

I wanted to question the relationship between womanhood and femininity. I’m fascinated by the aesthetics of horror, especially in Italian horror movies from the ‘70s. The books The Powers of Horror by Julia Kristeva and The Monstrous Feminine by Barbara Creed were the perfect combination of my interests so they had a huge influence on the collection. I started out by focusing on the body inside the garment and the expectations we set for that.
Kristeva talks about the idea of the monstrous body and the border we create to separate ourselves from the abject and horrific, which really inspired my process. I wanted to take her concept and use the garments as the border that separates and confines the horrific body. In terms of the structure of the collection, I decided to look at demonized female archetypes – mostly from horror movies with whom I am obsessed – and create a look around and based on each of them. I’m drawn to women who are the antagonists of socially accepted femininity.
Some of these characters were more general, like the vengeful bride, the innocent young maiden, or the she-devil, and some of them were more specific, like Faye Dunaway’s campy depiction of Joan Crawford in Mommie Dearest. I tried to emphasise so with diverse and personal casting choices – one of the models in my graduate show was my actual mom.

 I worked quite organically and didn’t really sketch down any designs so I arrived at solutions through trial and error. I spent my first year working on the concept of monstrous bodies and really studied the shapes and details I wanted to accentuate so I already had those in my hands; then, I just started creating forms from padding on the mannequin that felt right and then figured out a way to turn them into garments. To make the moulded pieces as smooth and seamless as possible was really challenging though, so I kept an open mind and tried to incorporate any mistakes if possible.

Since fashion deals with people’s bodies and topics such as gender, race, age and size, I think it is inherently political because they are factors that you have to consider and be conscious about. It’s great to see people using fashion to champion issues or to be advocates to people, but at the end of the day, it’s just clothing and we shouldn’t trivialise or exploit important things with statement pieces like feminist slogan T-shirts.

I don’t know if this is unique to fashion, but sometimes I feel like good networking and getting to know the right people can get you further than producing strong and original work. At this point it’s very easy to scout young talents from social media and through all the great fashion colleges, yet it feels like being at the right launch party at the right time all dolled up is more effective. Don’t get me wrong, being social and making an effort to present yourself in a way that resonates with your work is really important but it shouldn’t substitute the effort you put in your work.

It’s funny because although we are both from Hungary and the fashion scene over there is pretty small, the first time we met was in London when I was doing my BA at London College of Fashion. She was new in town and asked me to style an editorial for her and ever since then we are inseparable and work together regularly – we live together too (laughs).
I love working with her because we agree and disagree equally, which makes for great arguments and interesting work. We both love beauty and there is a strong overlap in our aesthetics but Wanda likes things to be polished where I like them to be rough, it’s an interesting dynamic. We are actually working on a new project at the moment and we never agreed this much on anything before, so I’m excited to see the outcome!
Memorable moments? There are a lot actually, being young and trying to make ends meet to produce the best work possible always make for great stories. We’ve been to many hilarious location scouting trips where we knew from the moment we arrived that we could never afford to rent the place but we still had to go through it and pretend that we are super interested.

To question everything. Critical thinking is very important, I would have never arrived at the same conclusions about my work and life in general if I would have taken everything that has been normalised around us as a given.

Yes, the reality of life after graduation is pretty daunting. There are a lot of graduates and not enough jobs, and if you have a very specific aesthetic like me it’s hard to find a brand that would take you on board. Starting my own brand is the dream, but that takes a lot of money and support, and a nine-to-five job sounds so much easier. It’s a very bipolar experience.

I would love to do a PhD in the future and continue with the subject of my MA dissertation, but for the moment I want to earn some more industry experience by starting my own brand and build that up and/or work for other brands as a freelancer (or maybe full-time for a little while).

I don’t really have a favourite food or dish. I stopped eating meat about eleven months ago to see if it would change my eating habits and I think that’s the most inspirational experience I’ve had with food. Eating consciously and preparing food that makes you happy both mentally and physically can inspire you to be more thoughtful in other aspects of your life.